Bad Feeling

So kelian my daddy nobody to be with her liao next year.
Cuz Farah changed school liao .
Then next year Jamie is not going to be the same recess time as daddy .
Actually I can still teman her de . . cuz my recess time will still be the same like her .
But next year I and Pui Ee might not be in that school liao le . . ( personal reasons !! )
So she is now hoping that I can convince my mum to let me stay in the same school .
But I doubt that y mum will ever allow that .
My mum is famous for hard headness
Haih . . Feel so bad . .

Super trio weirdos

Okay .
Straight to point .
BOYS ARE WEIRD !!
I met three super weird boys and two of them are making me so uncomfortable.
The first one is a Malay boy .
At English Society meeting , somehow he keep glancing at me .
Even my daddy ( Ann ) noticed that he keeps looking at me .
WHICH IS MAKING ME SO DAMN UNCOMFORTABLE !!
I don't understand what is wrong with him =.='' .
The next one is a Indian boy.
That time was the Ceramah Maju Diri for 1 Bakti , Cahaya and Damai .
He was sitting opposite me and keep on staring at me like boy number 1 .
My friend noticed it and asked me why .
LIKE I KNOW !!
Lols . . boys are so insensitive sometimes .
Don't they know what is embarrassment ?
Look until my friend also noticed .
Luckily she keep secret so I will not be a laughing stock !!
The third boy is a Chinese boy .
He is not making me uncomfortable but he is still super weird .
That time I was on my way to Moral class at Bilik Seminar and he and other Chinese boy stop me .
He asked me if I wanted to join the Basketball team .
But the weird thing is , when he was asking me , he was not looking at me .
He was looking at the sky and scratching his head .
And asking me a questions , Lolx . . my forehead writing " LOOK AT ME AND I BITE U " sign a ?
Want to ask questions then look at me at the eyes then only ask la .
Maybe he is shy lo . . but what's to be shy about ?
Haih . . so many things I don't understand .
Wow . .
Now I read back my post .
I got a 1 Malaysia weirdos in my post .
But I decided to just ignore those weirdos .

I got a new daddy , mummy , grandfather, grandmother .
My daddy - Ann
My mummy - Jaime
My grandfather - Pui Ee
My grand mother - Izlin ??

Why Izlin ?

Pui Ee + Izlin = Jaime
Jaime + Ann = Pui Yan .

xDD
Big family tree . Got three generations liao xDD

Why?

I don't know how I did it .
I don't know why I did it .
I don't know how I overcame it at that moment .
All I know is that I am tired of that hide-hole .
I step out of the hide-hole .
Once and for all .
I step out of the hide hole full of shyness .

ILL Treated .

Life is treating me way better now than it treated me last year .
Aside the fact that last year is a really stressful year for me , the relationship problems I have had really pulled   me back down to the ground .
But now that I am at a new school with new surroundings and most importantly new friends so I will not have to ever meet "HER " again .
Of course , occasionally I will still think about " HER " but mostly I am concentrating with my huge pile of homework . It is only the beginning of school and the homework pile is astonishing .
I am in Bakti of course be'cuz I didn't apply for Aman .
My mum seems to really want me to go to Aman . .
She practically forced me to take the exam for admission to Aman .
But I personally would much rather stay in Bakti class . .
I am really getting along with all my new classmates now and a change of surroundings will make me slightly uncomfortable .
So I will much rather stick to the so called " second class " than going to the so called " best class " .
I wish holidays are back now T.T
I miss them so much , the days that I can sleep till 12 o'clock in the afternoon .
Now all I have left are my stupid eye bags as the consequences of sleeping late every night .