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28 Aug 2010

Things just don't go my way

I had spent hours infront of the computer just to find the episode that Roy Mustang goes to Fuhrer Bradley 's mansion to kill him to avenge Hughes death but I SIMPLY CAN'T FIND THE EPISODE . ARGHH !! IT IS CURRENTLY DRIVING ME MAD . (you guys who are reading can laugh as you like =.= )  JUST A SIMPLY EPISODE BETWEEN 64 EPISODE . N IT FEELS LIKE FINDING A NEEDLE IN A HAYSTACK ! I AM CURRENTLY WATCHING EPISODE 45 . IF IT IS NOT THIS EPISODE THEN I WILL GO TO EPISODE 46 ,THEN 47 , THEN 48 , THEN 49 , THEN 50 AND SO ON UNTIL I FIND THAT EPISODE , DON'T BE SCARE EPISODE . COME OUT QUIETLY AND I WILL LET YOU LIVE !

27 Aug 2010

Guiding . . .

On 20th of August 2010 , 3: 22 p.m . My dearest Tai Po ( great grandmother ) passed away to the other world . Her name was Wong Sow Yoong n she was 98 years old . She died because of heart attack or else heart failure .

Now , I miss her alot . I still remember the days when Kai Yeh used to bring Kai Ma , Me and Tai Po to eat Loh Mee at the Ulu Yam Restaurant . She used to laugh at me and say that I am a big shark who eats alot cuz I used to eat about 7 small bowls of Loh Mee . How I want to see that smile again . . .
I remember when I used to play ( Hi 5 ) wif her . I had to be careful to not slap her hand too hard , but Tai Po and Me , we both love the game very much . When I come to Popo house , usually I will go take a bottle water and go say Hi to Tai Po  . And she will reply me " Bye Bye " and will throw my favourite smile again . She thinks it is funny and so do I . But now that she is gone , there will also my daily habits go .

Although I miss her , I know that the sign that her soul had left her , it doesn't need to only mean sadness . It means the end of all her pain and suffering . She has fall the day b4 she passed on , I am sure that the injuries she suffer is serious and muz be giving her a very hard time . So now that she had passed on , all her injuries and sickness had been cleared . And we even burned a gigantic castle , two bridges , two maids , a luxury car and many more for her . She hab over 30 boxes of clothes burned for her by all her grand daughters ( each grand daughter one box ) . So she should be very happy in the after world .

It's hard to believe . But it's the truth . So we must believe . But in a positif way , she is happy . And everytime i glanced up to the clouds . I can always see her smiling face , smiling towards me , guiding me forward to all the challenges ahead , I miss u , Tai Po .

8 Aug 2010

Lots of Laughs and Tears

Woke up this morning , Pui Yeng bang in my door like ' BAM !! '.
I straight away sit up like what the hell was that ?
I think that is her way of getting me to wake up .
She was like " Faster get up la , mummy is already down there doing housework . Have to go help her or not she will call us useless people again ."
I wonder what time my mum wakes up ? 6;30 a.m ?
Her current hobby is : Pulling grass at early morning and late at night
she say that early morning and late at night is cooler , no sun .
Of course , do some housework and kena scolding is unevadable .
Today wash fishie pond and i have to go down a hole to wash the filter cuz i have the smallest body .
Like WTH !
It is all igui and sticky and greeny and stinky .
YUCK ~~~!!
But after that my father caught a few fish , say that he wants to cook them .
( I am never eating , after get nightmares )
And i played with the fish , I saw the two goldfish from last year that i put inside .
Very big liao .
Then i showered OF COURSE and we all went GIANT to eat .
Saw Rafa , her brother and also her mother .
Don't dare to saw hi yet cuz i cut my hair and none of my friends know . Hehe .
Pui Ee say i look even prettier than last time now .
Shop alittle and went home , pretty boring at GIANT .
In the car when i heard my mother say she is going facial and after that going to see Tai Po in the hospital ,
I kindda like cheer a little too loud . Pui Ee was giving me the look .
Don't get me wrong , I just don't like my mother to be at home IN THE AFTERNOON cuz she will always forced us to do housework .
I HATE HOUSEWORK .
The fishie was about to die liao . Mayb cuz lack of oxygen .
Mother went facial and now i am writting to you bloggie .
I hope that the fishes wont die but of course a few of them already dead .
Other might survive ?
Or might not survive ?
I will leave that to nature , kays ?

3 Aug 2010

DON"T KNOW . DON"T CARE . DON"T ASK ME ~~

I hate exams now .
Last month i was glad there were so many exams b4 UPSR so that i can get better and better by time .
But now i am so sick of examinations that i wish UPSR will just come and go  .
Funny right ?
I think many of my frens who are sitting for UPSR must be thinking of the same thing as i am .
EXAMS JUST SUCKS NO MATTER WHICH WAY YOU LOOK AT IT
so worried of my exam results now .
I HATE EXAMS ~~