Namida

I don't even want to talk about it . Forget about it .

Sneak

Sneak out of bed early this morning to play computer while Pui Ee is sleeping like a pig .
I know Pui Yeng going to hospital so of course la I am grabbing every chance I have :D .
Played an hour of DDTank . I am trying very hard to overtake Pui Yee ( fat chance :/ )
With the Windows Ultimate7 , my computer seems to restart less when I play DDTank .
And we cannot use Internet Explorer liao . We have to use GOOGLE CHROME .
Which proves to be less lag then Internet Explorer .
Hopefully it will just stay like this forever .
I dun wan alot of trojan in the CPU again . T.T

Sweet Words

Dear Reika san ,
Aligato for all the kind words you said to me in your blog .I too never expected that one day we will be best cousins .Be'cuz last time you were always with Pui Ee . ( Mayb cause last time I am too inmature )But as we both grew older , we both grew closer until now I think we are almost inseparatable .I never will blame you for not replying my messages be'cuz I understand your lack of money = lack of credit .I will not forget you when we grow older .Even if I decided to finally agreed to a guy and have a boyfriend .Cuz when we grow older and can drive we will go shopping together and do all the fun stuff together ( without my mother nagging me about safety ) . I will not chicken out anymore and I will sit the roller coaster with you ( hopefully / no promises ) xDSo I hope that you on the other hand will not forget me .I like it when you come to my house for dinner so I always try to persuade mama to do more " da ri zi " . Cuz we will talk about our problems in life or we will play lots of games .Like last time you came dinner , we played Truth or Dare with HKL and PE . It was so fun to smash powder into ppl's face and at the end we all went downstairs to show everyone .HKL 's was the funniest cause Mama say he don't look like a man ( gay xD ).You are the one that I trust and I know you will give me the best advises .That's why I only told you about the friendship breakup between me and "her" .You were there to comfort me at one of the saddest moments in my life .I appreciate that .I will of course never forget you , Reika-san <3.

Dreams of Never

Lols . .
I thought after HKL reformated the computer than there will not be anymore TROJAN virus liao .
Now scanning for TROJAN virus and already got 14 .
Darn it . .
Those TROJAN virus love the CPU so much that it will not leave .
Haiz . .

Rasuah

Okay . . Straight to point . I woke up this morning and the first thing I hear is dumb pui Ee say 'Guess what ,Pui Yan ? Pui Yeng blasted the computer". Lolx . . Dumb Pui Ee had a very weird smirk on her watermelon head and almost instantly I guessed that Pui Ee was lying ( Pui Ee 's dramaqueen act really sucked ). And sooner or later I figured out that Pui Yeng and Pui Ee rasuah my father into bring my useless computer for reformatting while I was having my beauty sleep . I should have them arrested if they irritate me xD. So Ho Kwun Loon reformated my dumb computer into a useless computer .( Thank you , HKL !). Today no computer to use so I curi use my mum's iPhone while she is exercising . ( I am dead if she knows ) . Waiting to know Pui Yee's PMR results but have to be patient of course cause I will only know in February . :/

Envious

I envy some people .
They can express themselves in everyway they want .
They can express themselves everywhere they want .
They don't have to worry about what people think of them .
They are truthful to their own feelings .
I want to be like that too.
I don't like lying to myself anymore .
I don't like being alone anymore .
I want to express myself to others like them .
Without fear .
So that I can finally be free

Pretty clothes , pretty self

Nope .
Crushed .
No swimming on Christmas ( big surprise >.< )
Whatever . .
Went shopping at 1 Utama yesterday with Mama cuz Mama no mahjong to play .
Spend lots of money , some my own so feel a little heartache .
But the clothes are pretty so who cares ?

Hopes

Mum said that tomorrow mayb she will finally bring me go swimming .
Yay !
I like swimming alot and I don't know why .
I just love feeling the water all around my body .
It feels very safe and warm to me .
I hope my swimsuit will still fit me .
I AM NOT FAT >.< !!

Shoot

Woke up this morning feeling really ticked off .
Dunno why . . mayb cuz today is Thursday ?
Wait . .
Today is Thursday meh ?
Oh shit . . tomorrow 's Friday .

No regrets

You show no remorse to what you have done .
You can still put up a fake innocent face .
I don't understand .
Why can't I hate you completely .
I hate myself for that .
I am so sick of u .
But now . . all I can do is keep quiet and ignore you .
Just get out of my life

Nothing

I have ...............................................
NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT !!>.<
That is the bad things about holidays .
There is nothing interesting for you to do .
Till you have nothing interesting to blog about .
Pui Yeng go to Bukit Cahaya with her fwens . ( hope she drown there xD ) juz jk ~~
There no water . .  how to drown ?
Pui Ee is still sleepin like a pig so she can avoid all the housework and continue her stupid dreams of her suiciding and ppl killing her .
Marley is in the house now . ( of course !!) She likes sleeping beside me while I play computer . And if I go toilet , she will wait outside the toilet door .
What a loyal and good dog rite ?
I am giving her Corn Crackers and she is holding one in her mouth but she is no eating it .
And she is dripping saliva all over her floor .
She only ate the biscuit when I let her out to eat on the grass .
What a fussy dog !
Haha , just now I was praising her and now I am scolding her .
Weird . That's me . Plain weird .

Days

13 more days until my life in secondary school starts . . .

Asylum

Lols . .
KBS Music Bank Live going on now ,
2PM singing and Pui Yeng is like " AHH !! NICKHUN !! AHH !! " and some other not understandable names .
I don't really know anyone in the Kpop world . I only love Girls Generation ~~<3
I am more to Jpop n I am a SeoHyun 4Eva .
I wish Pui Yeng will stop shouting but I don't think she can .
Now she is like " OMG ! Tee(something) cut his hair " . Lolx .
Neighbours will think there is something wrong with the people living in my house . Asylum

Marley-mar

Today Pui Yeng and I took my golden statue Marley to be spaded .
She was so scared and nervous .
When we were about to leave her for spading ,
That brief second , I found myself regretting for letting her to be spaded .
Be'cuz Marley has usually been a very " I am scared of every single thing dog "
And we were going to leave her alone there for a few hours .
With people she don't know .
But thank god she was safe after the operation .
She was happy to see us of course .
The doctor had to carry her out of the cage cuz she was too scared to cross the tiny " her paw size " drain .
(Thats my Marley xD )
Now she not eating ,we let her sleep in the house .
She must be in alot of pain . . Hope you get well soon , Marley-mar

Boring Life

Sorry it had been a long time since I was blogging .
I was too obssesed in a new game Pui Yee introduce to me .
( So blame her o !! ) xDD
Nothing interesting really happen in my life nowdays .
The only nice thing is I finally got to watch Harry Poter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 .

I am going to reformat my dumb computer .
I am going to change his baju and buy him new one . xD
But I scared that in the process of reformating then the com restart .
But Kwun Loon say won't de .
So I am just puting faith in your brother Pui Yee .
If he bomb my com into bits then I will find you !! xD

The Seven Deathly Sins

The Seven Deathly Sins :#
#Greed
#Sloth
#Envy
#Lust
#Gluttony
#Pride
#Wrath

Whoah . . I am commiting most of the sins all the time .
Lolx . . .
I am Gluttony
I am jolly and I eat toooooo muchie ~~

Dissapointment that never should have happened

Haih . . .
Mum said today that I will not be having my new handphone even though I got 5A's .
She said UPSR is not important . Some kids don't even have food to eat . So don't demand so much .
but I don't think I demand much . .
All I wanted was a new handphone .
If she didn't want to give me in the first place . .
Why didn't she tell me before my UPSR examination ?
Papa promised me my new handphone , she heard it clearly .
Yet . .
She didn't say a word then .
Now she forbid my father to buy me my new handphone .
She say if my father buy means she will take the handphone and give away .
And somemore I was so looking forward to my new handphone . .
I guess I am the only one among my friends that is not getting a present for my good results . .
as usual . .

Yawn . .

Wanna know why I am writing my blog so early in the morning ??
Cause Nana , the toy poodle ( incase u don't know ) disturb my beauty sleep for 6 hours and then I let her sleep beside me den only she shut up  >.<


But it's okay Nana girl , since you are here for only a few days , I will bear with it .


Nothing much has happened for this few days other than my mama came to stay with us for a few days with NANA .


Huhu . . mama is going to cook me porridge for lunch and she just made a cup of coffee for me . . MY FAVOURITE ^.^


BON APPETITE~~

Okaerinasai ~~

Lolx . .
Came back from Penang lu ~~
Spent about RM99 sumthing to buy my last three "Pendragon books" and also a book " I am furniture " about an abusived father .
Rest all Pui Ee pay ~~ the guavas , the tambun biscuits and the batik shirts . ( evil laugh )
The aunties that we went with are really nice , and coooooool !!
They talk to my godmother from KL to Kedah = 10 hours .
Non - stop !!
Then the next day from Kedah to Penang = another 1 hour .
And yesterday from Penang to Ipoh to Ulu Yam to KL back . .
My godmother's ears must be huge alreadi .
I ate too muchie at Penang . . den my tummy very pain . T.T
Lesson number 999999 : Don't eat too much !! Your process system is very small only !!

Fairytail

Today is Pui Yeng starting SPM date .
How come I so blank de . . lolx ~~
I want to know the english lyrics of  Fairytail 3rd Ending " Gomen ne Watashi " by Shiho Nanaba but how come don't have one ?
I love that song sooo much and I don't know exactly why .
In Fairytail , I like Erza the most . Second is Gray and Natsu . Both also equal , cannot fight ^^.
I don't hate Lucy but I think she is useless when they are fighting .
No offence to Lucy-Lovers ~~

Inuyasha

Miroku and Sango romantic moment ~~<3
Kindda embrassing for Sango but I think that Miroku is enjoying the moment .
He is always taking advantages of Sango anyways ~
What a pervert . . .

Advantages and Disadvantages of the Trip to Penang ~~

I am going to Penang next week Thursday until next week Sunday . ( 25/11 - 28/11) . I am going with Pui Ee , my godfather , my godmother and my godfather's sister .I am going to have to skip another one of my organ class which really piss my mum off becuz I already miss 2 classes of organ class in a row and I haven't replace them yet . I was suppose to replace them on next week Tuesday and Thursday but I have to go to Penang on Thursday ( one class gone ) and I will miss the class on next Saturday . ( another class gone ) . Lolx . . So I ask teacher if can make the replacement class to next week Tuesday and the following week Tuesday and Thursday . Teacher said okay so I hope she can make it to replace all my missed organ classes before my mum explode .

If I go to Penang next week means I can avoid having to wash the toilet next week . Oh yes ! Even the thought of it is joyful . . But . . Oh hell , I still have to wash the toilet today .. just the thought of that is depressing . .

Cool Gathering ~~

Today had a great time . Moral students had a last gathering in KFC . Puan Yoges came along too . It was really fun .

Goodbye Twins ~~

Today my kuku and Stephanie Jie jie went back to New Zealand liao .
Tomolo is also my last day of school .
I don't know whether I want to go anot . .
Lazy :) xDD
But I have to go take my UPSR certificate . .
+++LAZY :) xDDD
Two goodbyes to my kuku and Stephanie and to my school , friends and teachers .
Bye$$ ~~

Farewell 4ever ~~

Monday is my last day I am going to my primary school . After that , that old but cheerful and full of memories school will not be my school to call anymore . It will just be a mere memory of mine and the secondary school beside it will be my new school . It is funny that I miss that school cause I remember hating it . But when it is my time to leave that ugly school of mine . I suddenly feel like mayb I was wrong about it. Mayb it is not just a school of mould ?? I know I will miss it no matter where I go . I will miss it , I will miss my dear classmates
and my nice teachers . In that school , many bad memories happened but there are many good memories too . I know I will miss that school forever . My friends and I are parting after Monday . I may never be able to see them again . I once thought thAt , I was the only Chinese so it will be hard for me to find good and trustable friends but how wrong I was . My friends in my school are nice . They understand respect unlike some lower standard toddler . I am glad that I could get to be friends with them. I hope I will remember you guys forever !!

So tired . .

Today was a tiring day .
I am happy to take quite a lot of prizes but still tired .
After my prize giving we went to eat KFC .
I duno why so hard to open my blog . Ten thousand times i must try only will on .
I don't understand why I am trying to make her jealous?
Do I hate her ?
I don't even understand my own feelings to her now . . .

Fridays ?? Hate them !!

Fridays ??
Most of my girlfriends love Friday , I used to love it too when I was still in standard three .
But now ?
It became the worst day in my life .
Why ??
Cuz every Friday of the week , I have to wash the toilet .
Eww . .
and guess what ??
TODAY IS FRIDAY !!

Best and worst

Today was the best and worst day of my life so far .
From the moment I went to school , me and my moral friends were just looking at the clock every 5 minutes . When the clock strike 9 o'clock , we were saying " The teachers are on their way to collect our death sentence " . When the clock strike 10 o'clock , " Our death sentence is going to arrive " Finally 10:15 a.m , the teachers told us to gather in the hall . The worst part is the part when you have to wait . I was so nervous . Finally when the teacher she was going to announce the results , all my surrounding friends heart went like a F1 racing car ( just kidding ^.^ ) 
I am happy to say that I have got 5 A's . I am glad that all my hard work for this whole year paid off .

But I am surprise that out of 142 pupils , only 16 got 5 A's . Last year got 27 I think and two years before got 33 . Well , my year is the least . . ( another history ) . Thashini didn't get 5 A's , she got 3 A 2 B . Only Thashini and Jinoth didn't get 5 A's . Thivya was summore telling to Thashini " Be strong Thashini . Don't kill yourself just because you didn't get 5 A's " . The rest of the moral students ( 6 Baiduri only ) got 5 A's . I can't believe Thivyan and Parwathi got 5 A's as well but I am happy for them . Wonder when Teacher Yoges is going to bring us eat KFC ??

So the worst part of my standard 6 year is over . And it is almost time to say farewell to my dear classmates and teachers. I thank all my teacher for all their hard work of teaching me ( I am hard to teach ?? ) and leading me to my sucess .

Leave me alone .

I am so tired of that Ho Pui Ee .
Sometimes she just makes me so tired of her .
She likes to complain alot when she does housework .
And then tell me that I do very little housework and she is the one who helps me do all my housework .
Maybe she did do alot of housework this morning but I gave her 4 hours to play the computer already .
What does she want somemore ?
It is already 2:35 p.m and Pui Yeng should be coming home any minute .
And then Pui Yeng will want to watch her korean drama and I will not get play computer for long.
Ho Pui Ee likes to threathen me likes telling me if I dare means don't come in the house .
As if the house is hers .
She thinks she is so proud when she orders me to do work for her .
While I think that she is just a stupid drama queen .
I don't care if she will scold me after reading this .
It is my blog and I will write whatever I want .
Tomorrow I will get my UPSR results and I am already very moody today .
I just hope for the best for tomorrow

Sleep in the toilet la . . .

Lol . I can finally watch Kuroshitsuji The Black Butler . I borrow Kwun Loon's laptop . He went to my Yeh Yeh house go want to sleepover but my Yeh Yeh sleep liao so he come my house to sleep . I have to give him my room to sleep , lolx . . I told my mum he can just sleep on the floor in the toilet but my mum say no . Lol .. my mum so nice to him .Nevermine la , as long as can watch Kuroshitsuji . I think Kwun Loon thinks my computer sucks cuz my computer won't load for him . Keep on closing . Hehe ^.^

Boring Day ~~

Such a boring day today .
No moral came at all . . all abandon me go Cuti Deepavali T.T . I spend half an hour or more sleeping on my desk . The other times I just wait for time to pass . I had to go to school today . Have to take my coat for my tokoh and also get my Anugerah Megah Bestari letter . This week so busy . HATEFUL . Tomorrow got raptai anugerah bestari .

I can't believe that UPSR results are coming out on this Thursday . Time flies , that's for sure . If I get 4 A 1 B , I will suicide . Friday have registration for form 1 and Saturday is Anugerah Megah Bestari .

Haha , just two days ago Pui Yee and I were saying that we were each others best cousin and yesterday we nearly fight . But at the end we end up apologising to each other . Don't why so moody nowsdays . Must be the exam results coming . The nerves are getting nervous .

I had dinner wih Pui Yee and her family to celebrate Kuku and Stephanie Jie Jie come back from New Zealand . Today Kuku and Stephanie Jie Jie went Kuching to holiday . Is there anything nice in Kuching ? They say they go see orang utan . Lol.

Please be a dream

I can't believe that my upsr is coming out next Thursday . I am so nervous . I don't think o will be able to sleep for the next few days . Ahhhhhhhh ............

The New Me (2)

I upload some new pictures of m as fast as I could . Cuz Pui Yee keep on bugging me say want to see . ( scared after she murder me ) . I hope I don't look toooooo weird .

The New Me (1)

Well , I have sucessfully cut my hair . I cut my fringe so it will cover my forehead. I have quite a long face ( can't believe I admitted ) so hopefully the fringe can make my face shorter . It will be a little harder to maintain my fringe but I think I can manage it . I like my new hairstyle but pui yeng say I have Lady Gaga hairstyle ( I DON"T WANT !!) I hope I don't look too weird with it . . imagine if I look like a clown . UGHH >> >

WHAT style?

I am going to cut my hair later . When I come back with my new hairstyle only I write again okay?

Dream dream dream

I had to wait from 9.30a.m to 3.12p.m. Bossy pui Yeng say she want to scan for virus at the computer. What is the use ? Computer restart every hour . The scan not sucessful . For so long only the bossy gave up and let me play . I am currently slow watching kuroshitsuji . It isn't plainly my fault since the computer keep restart . Actually , I think that watching until episode 5 is quite an achievement actually cause if I on another Internet website while waiting for kuroshitsuji to load , the computer will restart . New birthday wish : new CPU purlease (quite an immoposible dream ) :p

WHY ~~~!!!

How come when I want to watch Kuroshitsuji The Black Butler that time the computer must always restart ?
I watch Inuyasha also nothing only . I don't think my computer likes Kuroshitsuji The Black Butler . Too Demonic for my computer .xDD Just joking . I really want to watch finish the whole series but I watch half of an episode then the computer will restart . AHH !! ~~ KUROSHITSUJI !!

Toot man ~~

I am soooooo anime+manga crazy. Luckilly hor , upsr finish Liao if not I will fail evrything . I am inuyasha crazy , fullmetal alchemist brotherhood crazy , kuroshitsuji the black butler crazy (all thanks to pui Yee >.<)fairytail crazy , colourcloud palace crazy , maid sama!crazy and If I ever see any Anime that I like in animax , I will 100% glue my eyes to the tv until it's over . Ughh. . I sound like a total anime maniac . I even change my phone the theme into ciel phantomhive theme . Ahh!!! All your fault la pui Yee. If that day you come my house you didn't tell me about kuroshitsuji the black butler means I will not so crazy about it now la . Haha.but you also gave us a topic to argue about for years . Sebastian and ciel . I also think sebastian is handsome but . . . Ciel more handsome+cute !!! :p !I know pui Yee you sure will say no! de but I don't care ^.^

Dissapointed

I also dunno if my parents can go to my Anugerah Megah Bestari to see me take my prizes anot . .
I want them to go cuz this year I get quite alot of prizes . My mom supposingly will go lo but cannot stop saying that my music class already one class haven't replace yet summore add another class to replace . T.T . My father is going outstation I think . To sumwhere I don't remember . So he sure cannot come want la . .
I really want them both to come see me take my tokoh prize and my other prizes . . T.T

Fairytail ?

I really can't believe that my mum is allowing me to use her phone to surf the internet. I am using the wifi at old town white coffee at 1 Utama . I want to spend all my money before I regret then after I pokkai. :) .

Free Girl

Today I had a close to heart to heart conversation with her .
She told me about how she like a guy and how they have been coupling for a month now.
And when I hear like that , I realised that she really like that guy no matter how he looks like.
Well , they are going to the same school next year .
That was when she ask me if I like that guy .
And I pratically shouted " NO !" . ( which is the truth )
I gave a million reasons to her why I didn't like him so that she will not misunderstood me.
I think she finally believe me and ask me if I liked anyone else.
Another no no of course .
Lately , alot of girls have had heart to heart conversation with me .
Well , I should be proud now shouldn't I ?
It means I am turning to be trustworthy.

Annoyingly Happy

I just got to know yesterday tha I am the ' Tokoh Kurikulum " which is the Tokoh of Akademik ( studies ). Tokoh Ko-kurikulum is about sports .  I get the highest mark in Science and English  also so I think suppose to get prize also . But I still got number two in class =.= , quit annoying really cuz the number one total mark is 439/500 and my mark is 438/500 . just one mark . But she also get alot of terbaik . I think one of the reason summore I cannot be Tokoh Megah Bestari is because I never attend to my co-curiculum activities while she is soooo active . Whatever la . Being a Tokoh Kurikulum is something my sisters never achieved . I should be happy i guess .

Such a Coward

You think I care if you want to block me in Facebook ? You just don't like the fact that people like me more than you . Face the fact , you're jealous .So stop talking behind my back about who I am cause you don't know that everything single detail you say will be heard by me . You enjoy talking behind my back to my friends but do you know that everything you say , they will tell me the next minute . You can block me how many times you like , I DON"T CARE . I actually planned to block you as well since you're so pesong me but I didn't cause I didn't want to make enemies . But you seem to want it . If you want to talk behind my back about me then please talk to your own friends and leave my friends alone . Or are you scare that your few friends will not even want to be your friends anymore when they know about what an idiot you're , running around trying to break up people's relationship ?

LAZY

Hoho . . I wax my father's car ( only the bonnet ) and got RM 30 . Now i got a contract to wax his car. RM 30 every week ^.^ . Money money come come . But tomorrow Kuku ( my big aunt from New Zealand ) is coming back . I am happy but that means that I have to wash my mum 's toilet and wipe the tv cabinet etc . etc . =.= . Soooooo Lazy . . Lolx . . since today I cannot fully relax a ponteng sekolah day then tomorrow also I ponteng la . Hehe .

Thousands of Madness

I think i have sucessfully got over you . I think about you lesser and surprisingly , I hate you lesser now . It is much much easier for us to communicate now that we don't have that awkwardness between us anymore . Us changing our realntionship  is supposingly you can count as a right decision I guess . I don't denied it that I still hate you a bit ~ just a bit . . but it is lessening by days . And there was one moment that I have completely forgotten you . Now the three of us can get along as normal friends . Or mayb you two are much closer friends now . I don't know and I don't want to know . You are no longer my business . I am just going to MYOB here .

I really don't know why sometimes ppl just like to say that I have a group and that they want to join my group . Why is it that I will have a group . I know the consequences of having a crappy group . So can everyone please stop saying that I have a group or I am a leader of some crappy group be'cuz I 'm not .  If you guys want to join or have a group , make it yourself and please stop bugging me .

I have a few people who keep on asking me who I meant in my posts for so long . Well guys , I am not telling you cuz it is a secret and you can also say that I don't trust you guys . I write it in my blog be'cuz if I don't it will be bugging me and driving me mad . So if you want , just read it and don't ask me questions about it everyday .

There are thousands of things bugging me daily . First thing in the morning is to try to get to school early with my two super - slow sisters . Second is to survive school and the HEAT !! How did Earth get this hot ??? The HEAT is killing me , especially when I am allergic to hot .

I have to wake up early next morning . Gotta go to visit my great grannie grave . Oh god , I miss her .

Inuyasha - Sango , Miroku , Kirara , Kohaku

I watched some video in Youtube today about Sango , Miroku , Kirara and Kohaku . And I saw that some people actually hate Sango . I don't understand why cuz she is my favourite characther . They say that they hate Sango be'cuz she wanted to kill Rin at Inuyasha : The Final Act but Sango only did that be'cuz she wanted to save Miroku , The man she loved from the Wind Tunnel Curse . She had no choice . She gave Rin her protection mask to lessen her sin and at the end got poisoned by Naraku's miasma .Even Rumiko Takahashi , The woman who created Inuyasha , said that Sango was her favourite characther in Inuyasha . I am a Sango fan . My favourite couple is of course Sango and Miroku . I strongly disagreed with those who hate Sango .

Sango , Miroku and Kirara

Sango and Kirara

Sango and Miroku

Sango blushing

Sango whacking Miroku ( as usual ) xD

Sango and Kohaku when they're young

Sango and Kohaku

Sango and Miroku

Sango and Kirara

Sango and Kohaku

Sango and Kohaku

Sango and Kohaku ( when Kohaku died )

我已经放下了你 。 。

已经几天几夜了我们分开 ?
我也不记得了 。
我也不想记得 ，
你留给我的so called memories  ， 3/4 都是会令我伤心难过 。
所以我才会那么开心。
我要永远永远忘记你。
我发现到 ， 我日常生活里 ， 如果少了你 ， 也没关系呀 。
我还有很多关心我的人。
我不需要你 。
你没有了我， 也可以想平常一样 ，
我也要像你一样  ， 可以平常的生活。
我现在可以很大声的很其他人说 ，
我忘记你了 ! 我好开心 !

私はあなたを利用していますが、私はあなたがいなくて寂しい

私は戻って考えるので、あなたは本当に利己的である。あなたは、あなたがどう感じていた私はあなたの決断についてどう感じても、私を求めていない気になる。つまり、すべてのことを決して私の世話を証明しています。という考えでは、私が本当に嫌い始めています。あなたが助けを必要とするとき、私はあなたのためにそこに常にあった。私は助けを求めるときにでも、"彼女"と、常に忙しかった。私はあなたが本当に私のために友情の本当の気持ちを持っていないかどうか疑って始めています。彼らは常に、"どの船がシンクできないのですか？"と言うと答えは、常に"友情"です。しかし、私たちの友情は非常に非常にダウン私はもはやてもそれを見ることができます深く沈んだていることを感じています。日が通過する際、私はあなたがより多くの嫌い始めています。あなたは、一度頭のいい人と友達にする場合は、同様に、スマートされることを教えてくれました。あなたは私に親しみ、なぜだ？今、私の頭の中で起こって混乱の考えがたくさんある。しかし、私が嫌いときに私はあなたが私の思考の方法で来るのが、それは何らかの形で私はあなたにも私は普通の友人にする方法を取るに足りないと思わせるので、私はあまりあなたがいなくて寂しいことができます。

Pui Yan : Thanks to Pui Yee for all the advices and support ~~

さようなら

私は今、心の中でたくさんのことを持っています。私はいつも信頼できる彼女は、もはや信頼することはできません。しかし、私は、私は、我々は両方とも満足されないため、さえもしない幻想にこのような現実を変えることができますも。真実はいつも苦いですので、現実を受け入れるように吸う。私は今、現実を直視しない場合は、私が実際にではなくがファンタジーを受け入れるでしょう。私は現実を直視して、再び勇気を持っていることはありません。私はそれはむしろ私にはあなたが私にこれを行うことは不公平だと思う。しかし、これはあなたの本当の気持ちはされている場合、私はそれを受け入れる。それは真実を知っていないと痛いので。私は今、2泊分の宿泊料金と考えていると私は最終的に我々は両方の独自の方法で行って、真理を受け入れることができます。私はあなたをお見逃しなくしようとしますが、あなたは私を欠場する場合、私は疑問に思って。私のいとこは正しかった。彼女はいつも私たちの関係は長くは続かないだろうと述べた。しかし、嫌な思い出の中にはいくつかの良い思い出もありますが、私を残しました。私はそのように私は私の痛みを緩和することができます他の誰かを見つけることができる高等学校を待っています。

Please

Please stop lying to me , okay ?

I 'm sure

I 'm sure .
It's so hard to say those simple words .
Be'cuz it's hard to accept the truth .
But ,
After so long of observation ,
I have made sure of my suspicion .
I didn't have to even break a sweat for it .
Be'cuz the truth is always is front of my eyes .
I was the one who didn't want to look at it .
I look away everytime and tell myself to keep positif ,
Everytime . .
But we are not seven or eight anymore,
Year by year ,
Everything grows clear.
It's harder and harder to ignored as time passes .
But time will mend everything and also change everything ,
It will change my bitterness and sorrowness into hapiness ,
Believe me , it will change me ,
Just as it change you .

Hi Tea

Some photos of my friends at The Sunway Pyramid ~~

Glad

I 'm glad I went Hi - Tea . It was fun . I won the lucky draw prize . Number 19 . I am watching a real ghost paranormal movie on youtube . It is continuous . I am kindda scare ( i am a chicken ) . Is the video real ?

Romantic

This video is quite romantic ^.^ .

Lolx . . Talking is wrong ?

Is it wrong too talk too much ?
I like talking .
It's nice ~~
But always get scolding from mum becuz talk too muchie . LOLX .
Talking is good for health .
Kononnya . . ^.^

Lolx . .

I planned to wake up early this morning to play computer but ended up waking at 11.30 a.m . Just the right time to watch Inuyasha and i just only got to plat at now : 12 :40 p.m . Why is it so hard to wake up ?? Dammit . . . Oh ya , Yesterday night Pui Ee and me choose clothes for my hi tea .Nice . But i have only a few dress in my wardrobe . How can they go extinct so fast ? So i decided to wear jeans and a long shirt that Teacher Cindy bought for me months ago .Oo . I just found out that the singer " Blaque " is actually three  black americans ( womens ) . But all the same , I like their song , ^.^ . Jeez . . one minute she is so nice and the next minute she is so moody . Can you believe that girl ?

New Pic

Have to help mum to hang clothes in cupboard yesterday . A little bored so i took this picture . Hope you like it ~~ ^.^ .

And i wanna ask you guys who are reading my blog . Is it wrong to not want to go breakfast at coffee shop be'cuz i am lazy and i wanna watch Britain 's Next Top Model Season 2 ? I don't think it is wrong at all .

Wish Me Luck

There 's a chance that my mum will let me go hi -tea .
I was actually the only student of 6 Baiduri that is not going so Teacher Jenny and Cikgu Johana say that Cikgu Johana can fetch me back anf forth .
Mummy say she have to ask papa first but papa sure say yes de . :) . It all depends on what my mother decision is , but since it's my teacher taking me , she shouldn't object ^.^ .
I hope I can go cuz it's my first and last hi - tea with my 6 Baiduri classmates .
Wish me Luck ~

Dolls , Marley and Happiness

Yeh Yeh is finally well again after the operation . He looks kindda relief and joyful after the operation . Good news : Mama made me a cute doll ^.^ .

I know i am alittle too old to want dolls but i always like dolls . Teddy bears too . They are so cute but my mom don't like to buy teaddy bears for me . T.T . I WANT TEDDY !!

As a celebration for yeh yeh safely out of the operation room , Marley was allowed to come in the house . Of course she very fast then sleep liao but i took a few shots of her la . I also dunno why she like to sleep in the house . Mayb cuz it's cooler or she just wanna irritate me .

I also got take some that she sleep liao le . When she sleep , slowly her eye will open but inside all reddish colour cuz she is actually asleep . She sleep like Pui Yeng cuz when Pui Yeng sleep , her eye will not be fully closed also . Like ghost like that de . . .

Stop

I wish they will all stop badgering me .

You and Me . .

I feel like you and I are not as close as we were anymore ,
Since you started getting closer with "*** ", you seem to be distancing yourself from me .
I do not mind you with "*** " but  please do not forget me .
So please ,
Can we return to the normal state before like when you haven't meet " ***" ?

VERSUS . .

So hard to wake up nowdays . So , nearly late for school .
Tomorrow they all not going to school so i also not going la . If not i end up alone . >.<
Played badminton with Thivya , Thas and Ganesh . First was  Thivya + Thas vs Pui Yan + Ganesh . But then Thivyan and Parwathi wanted to play so Thivyan + Pui Yan + Parwathi vs Thivya + Thas + Ganesh . I played a little bit with Teacher Yoges but then she dun wanna play cuz she wearing high heels so i made her promise next week she will wear sports clothes and we will play badmintton together . Dun lie o teacher !

Move on

I know you like me ,
But i am not going to make any actions .
Cause i still want you as a friend .
Don't misunderstood me ,
You are very nice . 
So ,
Don't wait for me ,
Move on with your life .
Who knows ?
One day , I might just accept you .

^.^ . . T.T . .^.^ ??

I finally get to buy my storybooks .I bought four pendragon book and i still got two more then i have a complete series ,Pendragon story looks childish but its really nice . Swear  . ..I wanted to buy somemore a book named " I am a furniture "but too many book liao , mum dun let to buy . T.T . The book is about how the father abuse her siblings but don't abuse her cuz to her father , she is just a piece of furniture in the background . The story sound so nice now . T.T . But nvm , next time i go ( wicked smile ) i will load the basket ^.^ . I waited for so long and finally i get my books . All along UPSR , i did't dare to buy storybooks incase i got tempted with them and did't want to do my revision books but not that UPSR is over , FREEDOM !! I can play , read , sleep to my heart's content . It feels great . I wanna invite my frens over to my house in the holidays , for a last grouping then we all each go in our own way  liao . I have to set a date wid them . Hope mum will let . Nice day today , don't have to do housework . But tat equals to more housework tomorrow . Ughh . . feel terrible now . Haha .

Merdeka

Finally ,
The real Merdeka for me and my friends have arrived.
That is today .
From now onwards , i am going to do only a few things in life :
(1) .Sleep
(2) . Eat
(3) . Play
(4) . Sleep

I am going to start to watch Kuroshitsuji - The Black Butler . I hope it is nice or i will kill Pui Yee .
I also dun want to go to school tomorrow for several reasons too :
- Teacher also tell me nonit to come lol
- Lazy lol
- Sure i will not be able to wake up lol

and most importantly : WHAT FOR ??

Things just don't go my way

I had spent hours infront of the computer just to find the episode that Roy Mustang goes to Fuhrer Bradley 's mansion to kill him to avenge Hughes death but I SIMPLY CAN'T FIND THE EPISODE . ARGHH !! IT IS CURRENTLY DRIVING ME MAD . (you guys who are reading can laugh as you like =.= )  JUST A SIMPLY EPISODE BETWEEN 64 EPISODE . N IT FEELS LIKE FINDING A NEEDLE IN A HAYSTACK ! I AM CURRENTLY WATCHING EPISODE 45 . IF IT IS NOT THIS EPISODE THEN I WILL GO TO EPISODE 46 ,THEN 47 , THEN 48 , THEN 49 , THEN 50 AND SO ON UNTIL I FIND THAT EPISODE , DON'T BE SCARE EPISODE . COME OUT QUIETLY AND I WILL LET YOU LIVE !

Guiding . . .

On 20th of August 2010 , 3: 22 p.m . My dearest Tai Po ( great grandmother ) passed away to the other world . Her name was Wong Sow Yoong n she was 98 years old . She died because of heart attack or else heart failure .

Now , I miss her alot . I still remember the days when Kai Yeh used to bring Kai Ma , Me and Tai Po to eat Loh Mee at the Ulu Yam Restaurant . She used to laugh at me and say that I am a big shark who eats alot cuz I used to eat about 7 small bowls of Loh Mee . How I want to see that smile again . . .
I remember when I used to play ( Hi 5 ) wif her . I had to be careful to not slap her hand too hard , but Tai Po and Me , we both love the game very much . When I come to Popo house , usually I will go take a bottle water and go say Hi to Tai Po  . And she will reply me " Bye Bye " and will throw my favourite smile again . She thinks it is funny and so do I . But now that she is gone , there will also my daily habits go .

Although I miss her , I know that the sign that her soul had left her , it doesn't need to only mean sadness . It means the end of all her pain and suffering . She has fall the day b4 she passed on , I am sure that the injuries she suffer is serious and muz be giving her a very hard time . So now that she had passed on , all her injuries and sickness had been cleared . And we even burned a gigantic castle , two bridges , two maids , a luxury car and many more for her . She hab over 30 boxes of clothes burned for her by all her grand daughters ( each grand daughter one box ) . So she should be very happy in the after world .

It's hard to believe . But it's the truth . So we must believe . But in a positif way , she is happy . And everytime i glanced up to the clouds . I can always see her smiling face , smiling towards me , guiding me forward to all the challenges ahead , I miss u , Tai Po .

Lots of Laughs and Tears

Woke up this morning , Pui Yeng bang in my door like ' BAM !! '.
I straight away sit up like what the hell was that ?
I think that is her way of getting me to wake up .
She was like " Faster get up la , mummy is already down there doing housework . Have to go help her or not she will call us useless people again ."
I wonder what time my mum wakes up ? 6;30 a.m ?
Her current hobby is : Pulling grass at early morning and late at night
she say that early morning and late at night is cooler , no sun .
Of course , do some housework and kena scolding is unevadable .
Today wash fishie pond and i have to go down a hole to wash the filter cuz i have the smallest body .
Like WTH !
It is all igui and sticky and greeny and stinky .
YUCK ~~~!!
But after that my father caught a few fish , say that he wants to cook them .
( I am never eating , after get nightmares )
And i played with the fish , I saw the two goldfish from last year that i put inside .
Very big liao .
Then i showered OF COURSE and we all went GIANT to eat .
Saw Rafa , her brother and also her mother .
Don't dare to saw hi yet cuz i cut my hair and none of my friends know . Hehe .
Pui Ee say i look even prettier than last time now .
Shop alittle and went home , pretty boring at GIANT .
In the car when i heard my mother say she is going facial and after that going to see Tai Po in the hospital ,
I kindda like cheer a little too loud . Pui Ee was giving me the look .
Don't get me wrong , I just don't like my mother to be at home IN THE AFTERNOON cuz she will always forced us to do housework .
I HATE HOUSEWORK .
The fishie was about to die liao . Mayb cuz lack of oxygen .
Mother went facial and now i am writting to you bloggie .
I hope that the fishes wont die but of course a few of them already dead .
Other might survive ?
Or might not survive ?
I will leave that to nature , kays ?

DON"T KNOW . DON"T CARE . DON"T ASK ME ~~

I hate exams now .
Last month i was glad there were so many exams b4 UPSR so that i can get better and better by time .
But now i am so sick of examinations that i wish UPSR will just come and go  .
Funny right ?
I think many of my frens who are sitting for UPSR must be thinking of the same thing as i am .
EXAMS JUST SUCKS NO MATTER WHICH WAY YOU LOOK AT IT
so worried of my exam results now .
I HATE EXAMS ~~

ANIME IS FOR ALL

Finally after long waiting i went to see The Twilight Saga : Eclipse .
Very interesting though i was a little dissapointed they cut some parts from the book .
But the show made my day .
I did't talk to those boys today .
Best move to not talk to them or a fight might break out .
Now i am trying to catch up with " Tears to Tiara "(Anime ),
The show is not bad actually .
I like Rhiannon the most .
The characthers in the anime is nicer than the one in Stigma of the Wind  .
My mum will not be happy to know i am still watching anime b'cuz she say it is for babies .
I personally don't agreed b'cuz I like anime the most among all the tv shows ^^ .
So i couldn't be bother , i will watch anime when i want to .
Sorry but that's life ~~ ^.^
ANIME IS FOR ALL : ADULTS AND TEENAGERS

YOU ARE ALL GOING TO PAY

I hate people making fun of my name. .
Is it so funny ?
The main ppls who r causing this are the boys in my class .
Just can't shut up and stop making fun of my name from every direction .
One day you're going to pay , i promise !!
Now almost every stinking boy in my class also making fun of my name !
Although when i scold one boy , he did say sorry .
So  . . . I guess it's okay . .
And if by any chance any one of you boys who are making fun of my name is reading now
I got this message to tell you guys , so listen carefully :

I will not forget this ,
If you guys don't stop now ,
Then you guys are going to pay ,
NOW AND THEN ~~

NIGHTMARE . . .

OMG ~~
After my sore throat , my voice totally  changed .
I HATE MY VOICE .
Mayb it will change back
I HOPE IT WILL
IT MUST
IT MUST ~~
AHHH~~~

WEEE~~~~

I got good marks so far . My three subjects also A . English and Science dunno yet .
SOI ask my mum 4 a present .
She say she give me a second hand nokia phone ( my sister's old phone ) .
But i dun wan . .
So i ask her to bring me go see The Twilight Saga : Eclipse  .
N she agreed ~~
SOOOOO HAPPY ~~
waited long last to watch the show ~~

Funny . . Weird . . Very Funny . .Very Weird . .

We are in a fight now .
And she comes along with her best fren and adding me as her fren in facebook .
Like how weird is that ?
I thought she doesn't like me and Thivya but suddenly she got all friendly . .
Umm . .
What are they up to ?

HOW EXACTLY ??

KELAB PUSAT SUMBER    - NAIB PNGERUSI
PERMAINAN OLAHRAGA - BENDAHARI
KELAS                                  - KETUA KEBERSIHAN

I 've got alot of posts but mostly i can't do my work .
As the head of the class cleanliness , i can ask my classmates to clean the class but my other classmates are impatient and mostly don't want to wait for them to finish cleaning b4 entering the class .
I have never went to my curiculum activities in the evening b'cuz i do not have transport .
But apparently i have a lot of posts  .
It's so boring when you can't do what you're suppose to do .
Life is boring not FUN AT ALL

Don't I ?

My fren asked me yesterday to try to smile .
but don't i always smile ??
weird . .
mayb i don't smile infront of her . .
I went to do IC 2day . very fast . . 1 hour siap .
next week go take .

Balancing . . .

It is hard to balance two things that are important to you . . .
One will sure feel jealously. . . One will sure feel guilty . . .
I and ' that person ' are a good example .
'That person' is jealous of my relationship with another good friend of mine . .
Somehow i feel guilty as well because 'that person' said that i did't care about 'that person' anymore .
I don't blame 'that person' though . . .
I feel jealously too when i see 'that person' with another friend of mine .
so we're equal .
I guess it's okay since we're going our own way after this year .
I 'm going to forget everything and try to concentrate on my examination . .
. . .
. . .

I BOMB MY COM ~!~!

Two days ago i accidently bomb my computer . .
I was watching ' Shakugan no Shana 2 " ( epic fighting ^.^ ) when suddenly smoke come out behind the monitor so i quickly off the com . . ( luckily no fire )
Hehe . .
Afterwards Pui Ee try to open , got picture for three second then no picture .
Pui Ee so scare to open at first coz she scare the computer will " meletup " at her face .
Now my father bring back another monitor ( old ) from his office .
Just now I watch the Shakugan no Shana 2 again ( same episode )
Luckily . . nothing happen this time .
The computer survived ^.^
I like Shakugan no Shana but the graphics are too much for my old monitor to take .
Today 1.00 a.m got Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood . . Have to watch !!
Opps . . mum scolding . . better off the com now or if i get on her nerves . . i cannot watch Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood .

YAY !!

YES !!
I finished reading the whole fullmetal alchemist brotherhood manga in two hours time . .
from chapter 104 to final episode 108  . .
The ending is nice . .
I finally know the ending of fullmetal alchemist brotherhood .
Now i wanna see real life de . .
Every Friday . . once a week . .
So long !!

Holidays and Weirdo

Holidays . .
is fun and boring . .
When it is holiday . . I will miss my friend
When it is school day . . . I will curse school . . .
DAMN IT !!
I think i will go n c Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood alredi . .
Wanted to long ago but the stupid internet was spoiled . .
My mum is like telling me
"Play computer nonit to tell , study and do housework have to tell "
Who will need a mom to tell them to play computer ??
WEird. . .

COUPLES ~!~!

Linda Chung and Raymond Lam hearing song together at 72 Tenants of Prosperity !

Chung Ka Yan so pretty !! If beside her is Lam Fung den REALLY GOOD !!

SAD . . .

Yesterday i saw a little bird on a tree . Mama and Pui Yeng say dun touch it after the mother don't recongnise it .
But then , just now Mama say that the birdie already dead liao coz the mother birdie never care bout it
SO SAD  . . .
T.T

WHAT DO YOU THINK ?? I DON"T KNOW

Should it be Toshiro and Momo

or

Toshiro and Karin ?