Merdeka Raya 2014 ♥

After a long long longg day, here I am.
GIVE ME A CLAP.

What happened today ?
Merdeka Raya celebration happened today !
Last year, I went wearing a Cheongsam so this year, I opt to wear a baju kurung.
and boy did I feel glad.

(excuse the messy room, i mess up everything when i am in a hurry especially in the morning)

I borrowed this beautiful modern baju kurung from Jazlynn so special shoutout to my her,

Thanks for the attire , it was seriously pretty !

This lady here lend me the beautiful baju kurung I wore today.

Kudos to her.

The morning started with an event to bid farewell to Puan Atikah who was moving away to another school.

Followed by a 'supposedly' study period until 10 o'clock which consists of us migrating constantly from one class to another, chatting, wasting time and wandering around.

When 10 o'clock striked, all the students went downstairs and the jamuan (feast) begins.

and the jamuan was a major turnoff.

I'm not even gonna lie or sugarcoat anything because the Merdeka Raya this year was honestly one of the worst our school has ever done.

Last year was so much better because at least we had performances to pass time and also, we were allowed to bring cameras to take pictures.

This year, the teachers were super mean and they confisticated most of the phones and cameras.

Thankfully, I got away safely with more than 100 photos. (because i'm awesome, cewahh)

Honestly tho, I get why you won't allow the students to bring phones to school.

Maybe you are afraid they will watch porn or something but WHY NOT CAMERAS ?

and if you are going to ban phones and cameras, at least make sure we have some entertainment for the rest of the three hours because with not even a single performance, what are we suppose to do if we aren't going to go on a camera frenzy ?

Everyone was dressed so beautifully today, can't we just take a few pictues without fearing for our cameras' life?

Man, I could start a national debate on this.

The food wasn't too great either.

The nasi lemak was finished by the time it was my turn to get my food on my plate and I only got one spoon of bihun, one piece of watermelon, one piece of rice kuih and another piece of kuih.

I was still hungry but there didn't seem to be enough for the others so I didn't want to ask.

Gosh, even the water finished when I wanted to have some.

Is there anything that was there when I needed it?

but enough with the complaints because the beautiful pictures I managed to get away with are more than enough to pacify me.

I don't hold a grudge or anything, (but I seriously wanted to hit someone when my friend's phone got confisticated), I just hope that Merdeka Raya next year will be more fun like last year instead of continuous rules that makes the students dull and solemn and tears (yes, i saw students crying when their phones/cameras got taken away even tho the jamuan was already over and everyone was leaving the school compound)

That was one mean prefect and I hope the birds poops on you the next time you walk out of the house.

We are just kids tryna have some fun seriously, give us a break !

so I basically travelled the entire school looking for people to take pictures with because I had nothing to do.

Besides, with the prefects prowling around the area searching for phones/cameras, I felt like a ninja.

w/ David, the new exchange student from Italy.

because it wouldn't be right eh to not snap a picture with him.

It seems to be a new trend to cover your mouth and give an electric stare to the camera.

So I rode the waves.

HA!

Seeeeee.

I was walking out of the school compound and about to walk to Rafa's house when I saw this dude wearing sleaveless behind me.

SELFIE OPPORTUNITY DUH.

How often do you see a student walking out of school in a sleaveless?

0.0001% in my school.

so I'm like, "Hi Lee, you look hot. Let's take a selfie".

After school, around 11 of us walked to Rafa's house for a Hari Raya open house.

That's the first time I realised, places are a lot closer when you are in a moving-four-wheeled vehicle.

Us walking to the house.

The food at Rafa's house tasted like heaven to me.

or because it was because I was starving from the lack of food at a "jamuan" and the long walk.

Spent nearly three hours just hanging around and taking pictures in her house.

It was a great gathering for us .

Most of everyone slowly went home after the two hours mark and the rest went to join another open house which was Naufal's.

I was invited as well but I had Accounts class so I couldn't join the fun :(

I look so .. "poyo".

 I have no idea why, but I'm in love with this specific picture.

Why tho ?

Overall, it was a day well spent & tho there were some frustrations and disappointments at some point, if there are no ups and downs in life, that practically means you're dead.

Let's pray that the next (and my final) Merdeka Raya for next year will be a lot more awesome and better than this year ! ♥

Greetings from 4 Bakti 2014 ! ♥

Half Past An August.

Gosh, where do I even been ?

It's been an exhausting two weeks.

Had three exams in two weeks (one exam was cancelled because I pulled some strings duh), useless co-curriculum every Wed until 5 pm (why are we even doing koko when it's already August?), Accounts class till 7 pm on Thurs (because I can't go home), planned a treasure hunt activity single-handedly & managed to memorise my entire script for my Malay speaking test.

I deserve a clap.

oh stop it, Snape.

I survived it by not counting the days that passed by.

Because we actually can endure so much more than what we think we can.

It's just our retarded mind tryna' be funny and make us feel miserable.

Sometimes if you just close your eyes and do it, you won't realise how fast time flies.

AND HALF AN AUGUST HAS PASSED BY.

Holy cow, just four more months before 2014 is over.

WHADDAFACK DID I DO FOR EIGHT MONTHS ?!

I seriously dread being seventeen.

no wait i take that back.

no wait i don't want to take it back.

no wait is there a way to not be seventeen and be legal to take my driving license ?

because I don't want to start my studying regime again like I did when PMR inched closer to me last year.

it was terrible.

The Sejarah Explorace went well & at least no one broke their heads in the process.

That's a good sign .

It was a long process to plan and prepare for the game because first you have to plan the basic structure of the game, followed by the instructions, clues, preparing the materials needed, the treasure, planning the work management & finally assigning tasks to each helper.

Let's hope it was worth the time .

Basically, now I'm in a perfect relationship with my bed.

He loves me and every morning, he tries to convince me to skip school and hugs me all the time.

I think I seriously need some more sleep,

i'm rambling.

lately.

Walking Away.

I feel like people nowadays don't see the line between being funny and making people uncomfortable.

I get it, & I appreciate that you are trying to make the people around you laugh and see the joke.

but quit making me feel so uncomfortable with your inappropriate jokes.

I honestly don't consider myself to be a very close-minded and conservative person.

I can accept swearing and vulgarity.

but your jokes have totally crossed my line.

Four years have passed and we've all changed, but you are still as childish as you were when we first met.

Don't blame me for walking away.

Commonwealth Games 2014

Do you like the new theme of my blog ?
I made it myself.
lol.

The 2014 Commonwealth at Glasgow had officially ended !

and Malaysia didn't do that badly at all with 6 golds, 7 silvers and 6 bronzes .

Although we didn't manage to reach the 7 gold mark, this year we had an outstanding amount of new, young athletes who bag a number of golds for us instead of the usual veteran athletes

which is great news actually because frankly, the veteran athletes are getting older and we need new athletes to continue their legacy and domination in the sport.

I only watched Badminton, Weightlifting, Gymnastics & Diving usually because I find those to be the most interesting.

What I am never interested in ?

Table tennis & Squash.

I think the most surprising athlete of this Commonwealth Games for Malaysia was Ooi Tze Liang.

If you are a Malaysian and you don't know this name yet then you must live under a rock, and a pretty huge one too.

No one actually expected him to do so well or even knew his name until he got a gold in the 3m Mens Diving.

He also bagged a silver in 10m Mens Diving and a bronze in Mens Synchronized Diving.

Two claps for Ooi Tze Liang ! 

Looks like we Malaysians have another person to cheer on for the Olympics other than Pandalela and Lee Chong Wei now :)

Another person who came my eye was the Australian diver, Esther Qin who bagged a gold in the Womens 3m Diving .
Her diving was so beautiful and her entry was constantly smooth and also no splash at all.
She seriously deserved that gold.

That will be the end of my Commonwealth Games post.
I have a busy week ahead .
With BM ULBS, Add Maths exam, co-curiculum activities & Accounts class.
I feel like I'm always staying back in school this whole week when all I want to do is go home and collapse on my bed.
At least if I get it done now, I can dump it into the trash bin in my brain and forget all about it.
Now that's a positive thought.

Bursting Lies.

You continue your never-ending lies to me thinking I will never find out.
If you were on fire and I was holding the last bucket of water on Earth,
I would drink that effing bucket dry.
and that means something.
Oh and guess what,
that little shred of respect I had for you and your so called 'terrible life',
it just went down the drain.
Say goodbye to it.