Fairytail ?

I really can't believe that my mum is allowing me to use her phone to surf the internet. I am using the wifi at old town white coffee at 1 Utama . I want to spend all my money before I regret then after I pokkai. :) .

Free Girl

Today I had a close to heart to heart conversation with her .
She told me about how she like a guy and how they have been coupling for a month now.
And when I hear like that , I realised that she really like that guy no matter how he looks like.
Well , they are going to the same school next year .
That was when she ask me if I like that guy .
And I pratically shouted " NO !" . ( which is the truth )
I gave a million reasons to her why I didn't like him so that she will not misunderstood me.
I think she finally believe me and ask me if I liked anyone else.
Another no no of course .
Lately , alot of girls have had heart to heart conversation with me .
Well , I should be proud now shouldn't I ?
It means I am turning to be trustworthy.

Annoyingly Happy

I just got to know yesterday tha I am the ' Tokoh Kurikulum " which is the Tokoh of Akademik ( studies ). Tokoh Ko-kurikulum is about sports .  I get the highest mark in Science and English  also so I think suppose to get prize also . But I still got number two in class =.= , quit annoying really cuz the number one total mark is 439/500 and my mark is 438/500 . just one mark . But she also get alot of terbaik . I think one of the reason summore I cannot be Tokoh Megah Bestari is because I never attend to my co-curiculum activities while she is soooo active . Whatever la . Being a Tokoh Kurikulum is something my sisters never achieved . I should be happy i guess .

Such a Coward

You think I care if you want to block me in Facebook ? You just don't like the fact that people like me more than you . Face the fact , you're jealous .So stop talking behind my back about who I am cause you don't know that everything single detail you say will be heard by me . You enjoy talking behind my back to my friends but do you know that everything you say , they will tell me the next minute . You can block me how many times you like , I DON"T CARE . I actually planned to block you as well since you're so pesong me but I didn't cause I didn't want to make enemies . But you seem to want it . If you want to talk behind my back about me then please talk to your own friends and leave my friends alone . Or are you scare that your few friends will not even want to be your friends anymore when they know about what an idiot you're , running around trying to break up people's relationship ?

LAZY

Hoho . . I wax my father's car ( only the bonnet ) and got RM 30 . Now i got a contract to wax his car. RM 30 every week ^.^ . Money money come come . But tomorrow Kuku ( my big aunt from New Zealand ) is coming back . I am happy but that means that I have to wash my mum 's toilet and wipe the tv cabinet etc . etc . =.= . Soooooo Lazy . . Lolx . . since today I cannot fully relax a ponteng sekolah day then tomorrow also I ponteng la . Hehe .

Thousands of Madness

I think i have sucessfully got over you . I think about you lesser and surprisingly , I hate you lesser now . It is much much easier for us to communicate now that we don't have that awkwardness between us anymore . Us changing our realntionship  is supposingly you can count as a right decision I guess . I don't denied it that I still hate you a bit ~ just a bit . . but it is lessening by days . And there was one moment that I have completely forgotten you . Now the three of us can get along as normal friends . Or mayb you two are much closer friends now . I don't know and I don't want to know . You are no longer my business . I am just going to MYOB here .

I really don't know why sometimes ppl just like to say that I have a group and that they want to join my group . Why is it that I will have a group . I know the consequences of having a crappy group . So can everyone please stop saying that I have a group or I am a leader of some crappy group be'cuz I 'm not .  If you guys want to join or have a group , make it yourself and please stop bugging me .

I have a few people who keep on asking me who I meant in my posts for so long . Well guys , I am not telling you cuz it is a secret and you can also say that I don't trust you guys . I write it in my blog be'cuz if I don't it will be bugging me and driving me mad . So if you want , just read it and don't ask me questions about it everyday .

There are thousands of things bugging me daily . First thing in the morning is to try to get to school early with my two super - slow sisters . Second is to survive school and the HEAT !! How did Earth get this hot ??? The HEAT is killing me , especially when I am allergic to hot .

I have to wake up early next morning . Gotta go to visit my great grannie grave . Oh god , I miss her .

Inuyasha - Sango , Miroku , Kirara , Kohaku

I watched some video in Youtube today about Sango , Miroku , Kirara and Kohaku . And I saw that some people actually hate Sango . I don't understand why cuz she is my favourite characther . They say that they hate Sango be'cuz she wanted to kill Rin at Inuyasha : The Final Act but Sango only did that be'cuz she wanted to save Miroku , The man she loved from the Wind Tunnel Curse . She had no choice . She gave Rin her protection mask to lessen her sin and at the end got poisoned by Naraku's miasma .Even Rumiko Takahashi , The woman who created Inuyasha , said that Sango was her favourite characther in Inuyasha . I am a Sango fan . My favourite couple is of course Sango and Miroku . I strongly disagreed with those who hate Sango .

Sango , Miroku and Kirara

Sango and Kirara

Sango and Miroku

Sango blushing

Sango whacking Miroku ( as usual ) xD

Sango and Kohaku when they're young

Sango and Kohaku

Sango and Miroku

Sango and Kirara

Sango and Kohaku

Sango and Kohaku

Sango and Kohaku ( when Kohaku died )

我已经放下了你 。 。

已经几天几夜了我们分开 ?
我也不记得了 。
我也不想记得 ，
你留给我的so called memories  ， 3/4 都是会令我伤心难过 。
所以我才会那么开心。
我要永远永远忘记你。
我发现到 ， 我日常生活里 ， 如果少了你 ， 也没关系呀 。
我还有很多关心我的人。
我不需要你 。
你没有了我， 也可以想平常一样 ，
我也要像你一样  ， 可以平常的生活。
我现在可以很大声的很其他人说 ，
我忘记你了 ! 我好开心 !

私はあなたを利用していますが、私はあなたがいなくて寂しい

私は戻って考えるので、あなたは本当に利己的である。あなたは、あなたがどう感じていた私はあなたの決断についてどう感じても、私を求めていない気になる。つまり、すべてのことを決して私の世話を証明しています。という考えでは、私が本当に嫌い始めています。あなたが助けを必要とするとき、私はあなたのためにそこに常にあった。私は助けを求めるときにでも、"彼女"と、常に忙しかった。私はあなたが本当に私のために友情の本当の気持ちを持っていないかどうか疑って始めています。彼らは常に、"どの船がシンクできないのですか？"と言うと答えは、常に"友情"です。しかし、私たちの友情は非常に非常にダウン私はもはやてもそれを見ることができます深く沈んだていることを感じています。日が通過する際、私はあなたがより多くの嫌い始めています。あなたは、一度頭のいい人と友達にする場合は、同様に、スマートされることを教えてくれました。あなたは私に親しみ、なぜだ？今、私の頭の中で起こって混乱の考えがたくさんある。しかし、私が嫌いときに私はあなたが私の思考の方法で来るのが、それは何らかの形で私はあなたにも私は普通の友人にする方法を取るに足りないと思わせるので、私はあまりあなたがいなくて寂しいことができます。

Pui Yan : Thanks to Pui Yee for all the advices and support ~~

さようなら

私は今、心の中でたくさんのことを持っています。私はいつも信頼できる彼女は、もはや信頼することはできません。しかし、私は、私は、我々は両方とも満足されないため、さえもしない幻想にこのような現実を変えることができますも。真実はいつも苦いですので、現実を受け入れるように吸う。私は今、現実を直視しない場合は、私が実際にではなくがファンタジーを受け入れるでしょう。私は現実を直視して、再び勇気を持っていることはありません。私はそれはむしろ私にはあなたが私にこれを行うことは不公平だと思う。しかし、これはあなたの本当の気持ちはされている場合、私はそれを受け入れる。それは真実を知っていないと痛いので。私は今、2泊分の宿泊料金と考えていると私は最終的に我々は両方の独自の方法で行って、真理を受け入れることができます。私はあなたをお見逃しなくしようとしますが、あなたは私を欠場する場合、私は疑問に思って。私のいとこは正しかった。彼女はいつも私たちの関係は長くは続かないだろうと述べた。しかし、嫌な思い出の中にはいくつかの良い思い出もありますが、私を残しました。私はそのように私は私の痛みを緩和することができます他の誰かを見つけることができる高等学校を待っています。

Please

Please stop lying to me , okay ?

I 'm sure

I 'm sure .
It's so hard to say those simple words .
Be'cuz it's hard to accept the truth .
But ,
After so long of observation ,
I have made sure of my suspicion .
I didn't have to even break a sweat for it .
Be'cuz the truth is always is front of my eyes .
I was the one who didn't want to look at it .
I look away everytime and tell myself to keep positif ,
Everytime . .
But we are not seven or eight anymore,
Year by year ,
Everything grows clear.
It's harder and harder to ignored as time passes .
But time will mend everything and also change everything ,
It will change my bitterness and sorrowness into hapiness ,
Believe me , it will change me ,
Just as it change you .

Hi Tea

Some photos of my friends at The Sunway Pyramid ~~

Glad

I 'm glad I went Hi - Tea . It was fun . I won the lucky draw prize . Number 19 . I am watching a real ghost paranormal movie on youtube . It is continuous . I am kindda scare ( i am a chicken ) . Is the video real ?

Romantic

This video is quite romantic ^.^ .

Lolx . . Talking is wrong ?

Is it wrong too talk too much ?
I like talking .
It's nice ~~
But always get scolding from mum becuz talk too muchie . LOLX .
Talking is good for health .
Kononnya . . ^.^

Lolx . .

I planned to wake up early this morning to play computer but ended up waking at 11.30 a.m . Just the right time to watch Inuyasha and i just only got to plat at now : 12 :40 p.m . Why is it so hard to wake up ?? Dammit . . . Oh ya , Yesterday night Pui Ee and me choose clothes for my hi tea .Nice . But i have only a few dress in my wardrobe . How can they go extinct so fast ? So i decided to wear jeans and a long shirt that Teacher Cindy bought for me months ago .Oo . I just found out that the singer " Blaque " is actually three  black americans ( womens ) . But all the same , I like their song , ^.^ . Jeez . . one minute she is so nice and the next minute she is so moody . Can you believe that girl ?

New Pic

Have to help mum to hang clothes in cupboard yesterday . A little bored so i took this picture . Hope you like it ~~ ^.^ .

And i wanna ask you guys who are reading my blog . Is it wrong to not want to go breakfast at coffee shop be'cuz i am lazy and i wanna watch Britain 's Next Top Model Season 2 ? I don't think it is wrong at all .

Wish Me Luck

There 's a chance that my mum will let me go hi -tea .
I was actually the only student of 6 Baiduri that is not going so Teacher Jenny and Cikgu Johana say that Cikgu Johana can fetch me back anf forth .
Mummy say she have to ask papa first but papa sure say yes de . :) . It all depends on what my mother decision is , but since it's my teacher taking me , she shouldn't object ^.^ .
I hope I can go cuz it's my first and last hi - tea with my 6 Baiduri classmates .
Wish me Luck ~

Dolls , Marley and Happiness

Yeh Yeh is finally well again after the operation . He looks kindda relief and joyful after the operation . Good news : Mama made me a cute doll ^.^ .

I know i am alittle too old to want dolls but i always like dolls . Teddy bears too . They are so cute but my mom don't like to buy teaddy bears for me . T.T . I WANT TEDDY !!

As a celebration for yeh yeh safely out of the operation room , Marley was allowed to come in the house . Of course she very fast then sleep liao but i took a few shots of her la . I also dunno why she like to sleep in the house . Mayb cuz it's cooler or she just wanna irritate me .

I also got take some that she sleep liao le . When she sleep , slowly her eye will open but inside all reddish colour cuz she is actually asleep . She sleep like Pui Yeng cuz when Pui Yeng sleep , her eye will not be fully closed also . Like ghost like that de . . .

Stop

I wish they will all stop badgering me .