Namida

I don't even want to talk about it . Forget about it .

Sneak

Sneak out of bed early this morning to play computer while Pui Ee is sleeping like a pig .
I know Pui Yeng going to hospital so of course la I am grabbing every chance I have :D .
Played an hour of DDTank . I am trying very hard to overtake Pui Yee ( fat chance :/ )
With the Windows Ultimate7 , my computer seems to restart less when I play DDTank .
And we cannot use Internet Explorer liao . We have to use GOOGLE CHROME .
Which proves to be less lag then Internet Explorer .
Hopefully it will just stay like this forever .
I dun wan alot of trojan in the CPU again . T.T

Sweet Words

Dear Reika san ,
Aligato for all the kind words you said to me in your blog .I too never expected that one day we will be best cousins .Be'cuz last time you were always with Pui Ee . ( Mayb cause last time I am too inmature )But as we both grew older , we both grew closer until now I think we are almost inseparatable .I never will blame you for not replying my messages be'cuz I understand your lack of money = lack of credit .I will not forget you when we grow older .Even if I decided to finally agreed to a guy and have a boyfriend .Cuz when we grow older and can drive we will go shopping together and do all the fun stuff together ( without my mother nagging me about safety ) . I will not chicken out anymore and I will sit the roller coaster with you ( hopefully / no promises ) xDSo I hope that you on the other hand will not forget me .I like it when you come to my house for dinner so I always try to persuade mama to do more " da ri zi " . Cuz we will talk about our problems in life or we will play lots of games .Like last time you came dinner , we played Truth or Dare with HKL and PE . It was so fun to smash powder into ppl's face and at the end we all went downstairs to show everyone .HKL 's was the funniest cause Mama say he don't look like a man ( gay xD ).You are the one that I trust and I know you will give me the best advises .That's why I only told you about the friendship breakup between me and "her" .You were there to comfort me at one of the saddest moments in my life .I appreciate that .I will of course never forget you , Reika-san <3.

Dreams of Never

Lols . .
I thought after HKL reformated the computer than there will not be anymore TROJAN virus liao .
Now scanning for TROJAN virus and already got 14 .
Darn it . .
Those TROJAN virus love the CPU so much that it will not leave .
Haiz . .

Rasuah

Okay . . Straight to point . I woke up this morning and the first thing I hear is dumb pui Ee say 'Guess what ,Pui Yan ? Pui Yeng blasted the computer". Lolx . . Dumb Pui Ee had a very weird smirk on her watermelon head and almost instantly I guessed that Pui Ee was lying ( Pui Ee 's dramaqueen act really sucked ). And sooner or later I figured out that Pui Yeng and Pui Ee rasuah my father into bring my useless computer for reformatting while I was having my beauty sleep . I should have them arrested if they irritate me xD. So Ho Kwun Loon reformated my dumb computer into a useless computer .( Thank you , HKL !). Today no computer to use so I curi use my mum's iPhone while she is exercising . ( I am dead if she knows ) . Waiting to know Pui Yee's PMR results but have to be patient of course cause I will only know in February . :/

Envious

I envy some people .
They can express themselves in everyway they want .
They can express themselves everywhere they want .
They don't have to worry about what people think of them .
They are truthful to their own feelings .
I want to be like that too.
I don't like lying to myself anymore .
I don't like being alone anymore .
I want to express myself to others like them .
Without fear .
So that I can finally be free

Pretty clothes , pretty self

Nope .
Crushed .
No swimming on Christmas ( big surprise >.< )
Whatever . .
Went shopping at 1 Utama yesterday with Mama cuz Mama no mahjong to play .
Spend lots of money , some my own so feel a little heartache .
But the clothes are pretty so who cares ?

Hopes

Mum said that tomorrow mayb she will finally bring me go swimming .
Yay !
I like swimming alot and I don't know why .
I just love feeling the water all around my body .
It feels very safe and warm to me .
I hope my swimsuit will still fit me .
I AM NOT FAT >.< !!

Shoot

Woke up this morning feeling really ticked off .
Dunno why . . mayb cuz today is Thursday ?
Wait . .
Today is Thursday meh ?
Oh shit . . tomorrow 's Friday .

No regrets

You show no remorse to what you have done .
You can still put up a fake innocent face .
I don't understand .
Why can't I hate you completely .
I hate myself for that .
I am so sick of u .
But now . . all I can do is keep quiet and ignore you .
Just get out of my life

Nothing

I have ...............................................
NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT !!>.<
That is the bad things about holidays .
There is nothing interesting for you to do .
Till you have nothing interesting to blog about .
Pui Yeng go to Bukit Cahaya with her fwens . ( hope she drown there xD ) juz jk ~~
There no water . .  how to drown ?
Pui Ee is still sleepin like a pig so she can avoid all the housework and continue her stupid dreams of her suiciding and ppl killing her .
Marley is in the house now . ( of course !!) She likes sleeping beside me while I play computer . And if I go toilet , she will wait outside the toilet door .
What a loyal and good dog rite ?
I am giving her Corn Crackers and she is holding one in her mouth but she is no eating it .
And she is dripping saliva all over her floor .
She only ate the biscuit when I let her out to eat on the grass .
What a fussy dog !
Haha , just now I was praising her and now I am scolding her .
Weird . That's me . Plain weird .

Days

13 more days until my life in secondary school starts . . .

Asylum

Lols . .
KBS Music Bank Live going on now ,
2PM singing and Pui Yeng is like " AHH !! NICKHUN !! AHH !! " and some other not understandable names .
I don't really know anyone in the Kpop world . I only love Girls Generation ~~<3
I am more to Jpop n I am a SeoHyun 4Eva .
I wish Pui Yeng will stop shouting but I don't think she can .
Now she is like " OMG ! Tee(something) cut his hair " . Lolx .
Neighbours will think there is something wrong with the people living in my house . Asylum

Marley-mar

Today Pui Yeng and I took my golden statue Marley to be spaded .
She was so scared and nervous .
When we were about to leave her for spading ,
That brief second , I found myself regretting for letting her to be spaded .
Be'cuz Marley has usually been a very " I am scared of every single thing dog "
And we were going to leave her alone there for a few hours .
With people she don't know .
But thank god she was safe after the operation .
She was happy to see us of course .
The doctor had to carry her out of the cage cuz she was too scared to cross the tiny " her paw size " drain .
(Thats my Marley xD )
Now she not eating ,we let her sleep in the house .
She must be in alot of pain . . Hope you get well soon , Marley-mar

Boring Life

Sorry it had been a long time since I was blogging .
I was too obssesed in a new game Pui Yee introduce to me .
( So blame her o !! ) xDD
Nothing interesting really happen in my life nowdays .
The only nice thing is I finally got to watch Harry Poter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 .

I am going to reformat my dumb computer .
I am going to change his baju and buy him new one . xD
But I scared that in the process of reformating then the com restart .
But Kwun Loon say won't de .
So I am just puting faith in your brother Pui Yee .
If he bomb my com into bits then I will find you !! xD

The Seven Deathly Sins

The Seven Deathly Sins :#
#Greed
#Sloth
#Envy
#Lust
#Gluttony
#Pride
#Wrath

Whoah . . I am commiting most of the sins all the time .
Lolx . . .
I am Gluttony
I am jolly and I eat toooooo muchie ~~

Dissapointment that never should have happened

Haih . . .
Mum said today that I will not be having my new handphone even though I got 5A's .
She said UPSR is not important . Some kids don't even have food to eat . So don't demand so much .
but I don't think I demand much . .
All I wanted was a new handphone .
If she didn't want to give me in the first place . .
Why didn't she tell me before my UPSR examination ?
Papa promised me my new handphone , she heard it clearly .
Yet . .
She didn't say a word then .
Now she forbid my father to buy me my new handphone .
She say if my father buy means she will take the handphone and give away .
And somemore I was so looking forward to my new handphone . .
I guess I am the only one among my friends that is not getting a present for my good results . .
as usual . .

Yawn . .

Wanna know why I am writing my blog so early in the morning ??
Cause Nana , the toy poodle ( incase u don't know ) disturb my beauty sleep for 6 hours and then I let her sleep beside me den only she shut up  >.<


But it's okay Nana girl , since you are here for only a few days , I will bear with it .


Nothing much has happened for this few days other than my mama came to stay with us for a few days with NANA .


Huhu . . mama is going to cook me porridge for lunch and she just made a cup of coffee for me . . MY FAVOURITE ^.^


BON APPETITE~~