End of Exams and weird guy

MERDEKA ( fireworks~~)
The exams are finally over and OVER MEANS OVERRRRRR !!
Of course I hope for 7A's but I not sure of BM lol ( I HATE YOU BM )
ARGHH ~~ shut up about exams already Pui Yan !!
DDTank the wholeeee afternoon :))
Trying very very hard to lvl 20 ++ but hard lol .
Suddenly when i half way playing got an indian guy tell me to be his girlfriend .
I was like . . WHAT ??
I don't even know your name , dude .
He say ask me know him better first then only decide .
He say like that only fair for me and also him ( kindda reasonable)
OMG , I didn't know the time is so late liao .
Need to go do my house work before my mum come back :((
Bui Bui ~~

Hate-Love Holidays

Today is holiday
I LURVE today .
Last December was holiday
I remember that I used to hate them
Why is that ?
Today's holiday seems so short
I WANT MORE !!

Understood

I like the way how we are now
not more than friends
that see each other daily and talk to each other
all this stuff that made my head go round and round for weeks now has stopped .
I finally understood you after our long chat that day .
I know what you need and what I can exclude from my life .
Let's keep it this way , okie ?

I don't understand her

I just don't understand her , my malay friend
Kindda close ??
Not to be busybody but she always tells me about her and the boy she admires .
I don't understand how she can fall heads over heels for a boy that I feel is only playing with her .
So what if she loves him alot ?
If he doesn't love you then try to forget about him
NOT draw loves all over your books when teacher is teaching and keep singing ' Happy Birthday ' song to yourself every half an hour . acting so damn emo and all that crap .
I know you are scared that you will lose him .
but you don't even own him .
He is just playing with you cuz his girlfriend doesn't bother about him
PLEASE WAKE UP FROM YOUR DREAM !!
He is already own by someone else .
Even if they do break up , what if he doesn't accept you ?
What are you going to do ? Jump off the damn building ?
I tried and tried to advice you but you JUST DON"T GET IT !
You say that I don't know what is love
But I know one thing about love .
A love that only one pihak like but the other pihak is playing will never have a good ending .
The pihak that will get hurt at the end will only be you .
SO DAMMIT GET OVER HIM AND START STUDYING AGAIN
It is so NOT worth to waste away your entire life for just a BOY .
You think that by not doing your homework ,not listening to teacher when she is teaching and acting emo makes him think that you love him so much ?
NO ?!
You are just wasting your time and future away .
You used to be the same rank as me in class ( more or less )
but now ?? you might even turun class .
Just forget about that boy and move on dammit .